Jen

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-07-02T23:29:00

2006-07-03T06:37:03Z

i kinda forgot that i had an lj so its my night of rest and boredom that i decided to check it out. so cabo and canada was pretty sweet. but this week has been pretty fun back at home. friday night was the sweet dinner at joes with everyone minus danny. last night one word to describe...DRAMA. but it was so fuckin retarded and lame that i just wanted to go home and leave. all that searching for a place to get fucked up and all i get in return are people fighting over nothing. i could've ripped everyones head off for being little bitches, minus reyna cuz she was passed out on the floor foaming at the mouth and getting her daily doses of bruises. i tried escaping matts but i couldn't find my car so i ended up hanging out with this cat named sara on the curb for about 10 minutes. shows how lame i am too.

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-05-14T19:04:00

2006-05-15T02:10:11Z

so i haven't updated in awhile because i am really lazy and forget i have an lj. but i am soooooooo fuckin stoked for the cabo trip. Its going to be insane, 13 people..2 Bedroom suite....senior sweets down the street...and my bestest friends (minus tin and danny) are gonna be fucked up 20 hours of the day. well enough about the future..i am so stoked for the rest of this month. first was a cinco de mayo at jeffs house for two days, marcs fashions show with the skinny models that walked kinda frumpy, tin and lindseys bday, jhill and michaels party last night, this weekend possible party at my house, and school ending!!! fuck im so stoked.haha last night was kinda funny and random btw. Went to hills party in orange and it got broken up like 10 minutes after we got there so we went to michaels house for his 18th birthday and played some beer pong, smoked some bowls, and drank some more. it was an awesome night.

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-04-06T12:00:00

2006-04-06T19:07:56Z

ever since i came back from rosarito i've been feeling like shit kinda, one of the only things that made me smile was marcs comment in english class yesterday, "our superheroes that we look up to in today's society, like batman and celebrities." haha but other than that i've been kinda bummed. Rosarito was fuckin insane and so fuckin fun. got fucked up, learned new things about people, ate some tastey lobster, woke up to penis' and nasty bruises all over, and got somewhat tan. Well that was all fun and games til i came back. Had to do homework, for my group project that kinda sucked by the way, and was totally unprepared. OOOO i did get really fucked up monday night with matt, julio, marcus, and my brother outside...but here comes the bad part i woke up feeling kinda hungover, called work and got fired....yes REYN if your reading this i finally got fired. the thing that got me is that i felt bad for my boss cuz she was crying on the phone when she had to fire me. so i was bummed about that, smoked a bowl, took a shower, chad came over, went to school high went down and and i was feeling hungover in class cuz i didn't eat that whole day...which is a suprise. Than i went home and matt cameover. Then got even more depressed when he told me he's leaving for oakland for like a couple of months...:( its like really sad cuz i've been hanging out with him like almost everyday. It feels like everyones leaving jen dabu

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-03-14T23:06:00

2006-03-15T07:07:41Z

spring break is going to be awesome! rosarito, palm springs, and other places where we can get fucked up and tan! wooooooooooo!!!

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-03-11T11:51:00

2006-03-11T19:53:11Z

so lately i love being drunk. i mean i love smoking bowls with the buddies but i just love being buzzed and drinking wine and beer. seperate not together. i wish i can take shots so i can be drunk in a second but it makes me throw up. oh and just in case some hermit who thinks i'm cool is reading this, dont drink and drive! seriuosly

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-02-15T12:23:00

2006-02-15T20:28:03Z

valentines day sucked, well except for when marc and i smoked and played a 4 hour game of poker to see what movie we'd see this week...it was between his choice of transamerica, cuz he know's that'd be a major torture for me to watch that or for me to pick 8 below or glory road cuz he doestn' want to see those apparently cheeseball movies...during the whole game he was cheating and looking at my cards in the mirror or flipping the right cards for himself while i was watching greys. AND also i ended up winning and he said i cheated...it was rediculous. on to something else. I also hate guys who flake on the last minute, i especially get pissed cuz i get all excited and tell the whole world and EVERY SINGLE TIME...it never pulls through, i should just give up on life and become asexual like a flower

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-02-05T23:32:00

2006-02-06T07:51:53Z

so this previous week has been interesting. I finally started school at occ. i know i wanted school to come cuz i was feeling a little bored with myself but now that i have homework i just wanna quit college. but i guess its cool cuz now i get to hangout with marc like everyday cuz we have two classes together that are kinda fun. the weekend was pretty cool too. friday i was such a bum cuz i slept in til like 12 when i had work at 11 so i didn't get to work til like 3. i went home and watched just like heaven with the parentals...it was sooo good i cried. saturday i went to work and realized how much i actually love things remembered. this has been the only job where i actually got along with all the fellow workers. anyway after work i went to sd to meet up with everyone to celebrate laurens bday, even though we barely hungout with her that night. we drank in the inferno of a room and went around. it sucked that since we had like 6 guys and like 3 girls they all had to wait for us outside while me, tin, and jessca went to the frat. we ended up eating at two different joints and i ate my new found obsession the california burrito..i love it i can eat a million of those...okay well i'm tired of writing

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2006-01-28T18:30:00

2006-01-29T02:32:04Z

last night i got really fucked up...i kept slitting peoples throat with my imaginary knife... maybe its a sign that i'll go crazy someday and be a murderer...hmmmm

how do you spell sore or soar

2006-01-15T04:13:58Z

i'm kinda sad that everyone is starting school. it feels like i have a year left til i start occ, which is not true cuz i start school like in two weeks. i've been pretty sick lately ever since my stupid bday, well not really stupid but it killed me for like 14 days. i have an awful cough, flem, a runny nose, and worse of all i'm half deaf. i haven't been really doing much for the past two weeks, with the exception of chads last saturday, watching king kong couple days ago, and oooo the funnest going to the mountains with all the homies yesterday. that was a perfect way to say goodbye to rachael and tin who start school in like a couple of days. snowboarding was so much fun, and i finally understand how to do it now. after snowboarding we went to the village for dinner. we were all looking forward to our breadsticks and salad at olive garden cuz we were super famished but they were bitches and took forever so we walked miles to red robins. i loved our dinner we had cuz we haven't had a dinner with well mostly everyone in such a long time. OHHHH and my crispy chicken sandwhich was orgasmic. and so was everyones strawberry lemonade or shall i say freckled lemonade that i kept on bumming off everyone. so that was that night. and today i finally went back to work. i haven't worked since december 27th and i anticipated anger from sarah but of course she welcomed me back with love and joy. that bitch loves me cuz i was suppose to work til midnight tonight and she saw that i was miserable working so she offered to let me go home early. haha all the other bitches at worked complained cuz im' her favorite. haha suck on that things remembered. k i'm done writing

prebday gathering

2006-01-01T04:11:38Z

so last night was my pre-birthday celebration. i didn't expect last night to be as fun as it was. the game plan for that night was to have the usual get together at marcs, turned out that his mother didn't let him so i asked my parents if i can have a party of 25 people or so. Supringly my father said yes and so there was a little party at my house. me and chris had to go through all this trouble to get that stupid keg which we didn't even finish, filled. i had to drive to tustin, got lost, than went to tins turned out she was already at my house chatting with my mother, than we ended up having to pick up marc all the way at his house. ugh sometimes he is just so ungrateful. anyway i got really trashed last night and it was cool cuz my parents were super chill about it. the favorite part of last night was doing the sad pathetic 7? i actually don't remember, kegstand at midnight. awww and it was cool seeing the random pepole like evan, sergio, brian boozel, kenny, alex irani at my house. haha my parents were so stoked to see evan cuz they haven't seen him since we were children. i'm so glad there wasn't any gay drama at my house either. i don't know how to link it so i'll just post some random pictures up.

2005

2005-12-26T03:45:09Z

merry christmas!

i stole this off of leslies

A look back at 2005... 40 questions about 2005.

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
one of the best years i've had so far

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
partying senior year with my all my close homies, cabo, and just being with my friends at marcs, oh and kiyomi's parties

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
saying goodbye to certain people in highschool i guess, the drama with the guys

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
with marco, anthony, marc, kiyomi, jessica, and others at anthonys cousins friends house

5) Who were you with?
the people i just named

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
kiyomi's house

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
the usual people who show up at kiyomi's parties

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
somewhat but atkins is so fuckin hard

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
hm i guess to focus more on school, and maybe round two for low carb

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
uhhhh nope...just 5 second crushes, ohhhh and my highschool crush i'll never getover!

11) If yes, with who?
ummm hahaha don't wanna say..the main one, but the crushes i guess were dustin and chad

12) If yes, do they know?
hahaha dustin i don't know, ***** lets hope not, and chad well he found out

13) Are you still in love with them?
maybe, yes its a reflex, and god no but i love him but not like that

14) You regret it?
nope

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
no

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
yeah...
chad, dustin, lena, brenda, brian, jeff, danny, marco, chicks peopele, kiyomi and kays friends, anthony, jeff,ryan, jon mullen, machado and derrek i guess

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
MARCO!!!, jeff, chad, lena, dustin are my top 5..oh and danny 6

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
august-september, and december

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
cabo!!! best trip ever

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
none

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
nope

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
ehh not really...i tend to keep in touch with people

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
walk the line and mr and mrs smith

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
edge of 17 and first from lohan, ohhh and WARNING SIGN!!!

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
plans

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
alot, not really concerts just shows

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
deathcab!!! in sonoma

28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
hahhahaha yeah...i think the most i've ever drank

29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
NO, i'm tom cruise about drugs...just mj

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
1 or if its meaning sleepovers many

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
nope i dont' get emberassed that easily

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
OHHHHH i know,,hooking up with someones former hookup and lying..i still feel bad i guess that goes for the ashamed question

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
no i'm a nice person

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
ummm i'd say marc cuz he doesn't appreciate my hard work i do for him sometimes

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
approximately 3000 dollars or so

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
ummm not failing out of college

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
ummm don't know

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
lying to shaina

40) What are your plans for 2006?
have an even better year than 2005 if thats possible

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2005-12-20T13:04:00

2005-12-20T21:06:39Z

work is insane, engravings make people crazy, i'm getting discount at auntie annes so therefore i'm gaining weight from the carbs and sugary "old fashioned lemonade", christmas is around the corner and i still have to deliver gifts and buy my father and my secret santa one as well, AND i'm moving out FOR SURE (so suck it!!! everyone who didn't believe that i was and thought i was all talk) i'm moving out at the end of january!!!

dirty pop

2005-12-13T19:37:44Z

today was my last day for dance 101. At first i was really afraid i wasn't going to wake up on time for the final but i did and everything was fine and dandy. Last night was great. The paul frank christmas party felt like grad night all over again but with an elephant, ferris wheel, a miget santa and a miget elf, and of course death cab. Even though i had tons of fun with marc, i missed all my best buds. but back to today. i was sad to leave cuz i just made some cool friends during the last two weeks of class. we did our dance to pop and i'm a slave for you and it was really good...and everyone laughed cuz the guys wore my bathing suit tops and danced all sexy, it was great. but i'm not going to miss the stupid sorority girls that are lame thats for sure. but soo soo sad, i have 2 more days left and tomorrow is saying goodbye to Dustin and friday is saying bye to brian...i'm going to miss all of them.

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2005-12-06T16:32:00

2005-12-07T00:41:59Z

Today while about to update my journal, I realized that I really should start writing properly. Instead of having twenty or so run-on sentences, I want to try to have well constructed sentences in my entries. Well, today it hit me that I am definatly going to be sad that I'm going to be done with Fullerton. Just the little things came to my attention when I was eating Carl's Jr. with Lena. Though she gets on my nerves alot I will definatly miss our Tuesdays and Thursdays together. I only made like a handful of friends at that school but i will definately miss them alot, especially Dustin. I came to the conclusion a week ago that I love him so much as a friend, I really don't mind just being that. I'm going to be really sad not sitting next to him in class and him walking me to class. Boo Hoo. I hate writing all careful on this crap cuz i feel like Carrie from Sex.

boooooooooooty call

2005-12-04T22:13:39Z

well this weekend i've been kinda laid back. Friday night i go to work, and i kinda love working there cuz the people are cool and its really easy. except there is one puta that i don't like named annie. she is sooooooo beat and she thinks she soooo hott, and she takes control, and bosses me around, and brags that she's the top seller, ughhhh i'm going to try to beat her and take over her position. well after work i went to the hookah bar and hungout with anthony and the rest which was cool cuz i haven't seen him in a really long time. after i left to go kill time and hangout with jon, matt, and ken. on my way there i turned left onto newhope and saw a ranger crashed into this thing on the street, and it was steve. oh no! so i pulled over to check up on him and he was all shook up but his dad was there helping him out so i left after like 10 minutes. i met with jon, matt, and ken and they were drunk at the block hitting on beat girls and making fun of fat girls which was really sad and i was emberassed but i love them. i went to marcs after and smoked with him out of sheeba. the next day i had work again and was planning on going to the strip club with the guys but OH MY GOD i hate them with a passion right now. they honestly have no lives and love pissing me off. sooo it was like 830 and i tell them that we were going to go to the strip club later that night and, being the impatient bitches they are they call me up at like 930 telling me that they wanna leave now and i was so in my little zone getting ready and taking my time where they call me non stop bugging me to leave. they decide to come over and ambush me when i consistently said NO dont fuckin comeover i'm not ready yet. soooo machado, steve, ian, and derrek show up at my door trying to kidnap me and making me leave that minute and i was about to snap cuz i hate being told what to do, especially by them. UGHHHH i hate them right now. anyway my pointless story for whoever is reading this garbage is that they ambushed me when i wanted to be lazy and leave at like 1030. sooo i call them to be nice and ask them which one we were suppose to go to and thank god they said well we're not going cuz we know your going to flake on us and don't wanna go...so i got them off my back finally and ended up going to marcs and watching walk the line. which was so much better. and on the way jeff called me to apologize for putting me on hold after he left me a message already apologizing..awww...and i bitched and told him how much i hated the guys and suprisingly he agreed and told me thats why he hasn't been haningout with them lately cuz he feels the same way...so yayyyy. well we saw the movie which was SOOOOOOOOOOO fuckin good and i love reese witherspoon...she was so great. and got out around 130 and went back to marcs and smoked again and ate old pizza yum. this is getting pretty long but ohhh and today i came home and found that my house has been decorated already WHAT THE FUCk and it is all wrong and i kinda wanted to cry so me and my mom are going to have a little late night decorating sesh when everyones who decorated is asleep...it gave me a bunch of grays to see that everyone was out of order and the kitchen stuff was in the living room, and the stockings were on the wrong wall, and the xmas tree was not in its place!!!! ughh

let the rain fall.....i'm comig.....

2005-11-29T03:19:23Z

hahaha boy do i love hilary duff. anyway my thanksgiving break was pretty asi-asi which is probubly wrong for alright in espanol. well last friday we marc and i went to cal state northridge to hangout with matt and his friends. it was fun talking to davis and roach cuz they are such cool guys. than we hungout with angela ruiz, she's pretty cool too. We went to matts friend jens house where we met an interesting bunch of girls. we smoked out with them and ate a bunch of kit kats while this girl andrea and angela danced to my humps, i don't remember why i remembered that part. than matt, marc, angela, and myself went on a food run to mcdonalds at 2:30 in the morning. we ended ordering like 20000 millions nuggets, 303003 orders of fries, cheeseburgers, and my tasty mcChicken sandwhich. the next night, saturday night, we hungout with Tin and went to the limbeck show and than to matts party. it was fun hanging out with all of them at matts and playing beer pong. the limbeck show was awesome but i was disgusted by the bathroom that i had to piss in cuz there was like shit and blood everywhere, it seriously got me disgusted. the following 4 or 5 days, and still now til today i've been sick with a nasty cold. so i stayed home sunday through thursday and finally step foot out of my house on friday night for marc's birthday. boy that was fun. a lot of people showed up but didn't stay too long and the party didn't pick up til we moved it upstairs, i guess rain just makes people crazy. it was fun hanging out with rachael again, i love her to death and her and jeff are the cutest couple ever. we smoked out of claudine the new bong that we got marc for his bday. its such a sweet bong and it hit us pretty hard. i'm glad he has one now cuz i'm gonna smoke so much more again. i don't know why but that night i can't remember bits and pieces of what had happend. cuz i guess me and jessca were making fun of tins lingo, i slapped lindsey in the face, and i punched julio in the stomach really hard. maybe cuz of my illness my tolerance had lowered hmmm....well the next day we smoked and watched that 70's show reruns and ate carls jr outside. that night we were suppose to all go go the movies but that plan went down the shithole and i ended up hanging out with matt at jon mullens house. it was fun and they're such cool guys but i was too sick and they were smoking a shit load of cigarrettes so i left a little early. so thats my thanksgiving vacation oh and i didn't even eat that much thanksgiving food this year cuz of my cold and i was sad and crabby about that :(

i_luv_reynareyn @ 2005-11-22T18:04:00

2005-11-23T02:09:06Z

im so excited for this weekend. Marc's birthday weekend part one. Friday everyones coming home from wherever they are and celebrating marcs big 18 with us!!! yayyyy. im going to shit my pants and i just made part of his gift and its kinda lame but it took time and effort so that bastard should love it.

fah que

2005-11-16T01:18:17Z

i am in THE bitchiest mood right now...first off aunt floe is a fuckin cunt and i'm cramping like a mother fucker. i have to do a project and go observe downtown santa ana and the weather is shitty and i don't wanna even step foot outside. and lastly i fuckin got a rejection letter from victoria's secret saying i'm not experienced enough to work there, yeah fuckin right...ugh first of all i had like 4 previous jobs, i guess they just don't like jen dabu, i was the youngest one at the group interview, and on the telophone assestment i think i answered yes to one of the stupid questions...have you takin marijuana or alcohol outside of your work area before or something about letting your friend off who has stolen something less than five dollars what the fuck is wrong with some honesty?!?! yes i would say if chris or tin stole something i'm not going to send them to jail!!! theyd get ripped to pieces. ugh or maybe they didn't like me cuz when she asked me if in any of my previous jobs have i dealt with any dissatisfied costomers, my answer was...yeah this one time at century theateres people got mad at me for not giving them enought butter on their popcorn...who the fuck says that, whatever i'm pissed, i wouldn't be as mad if it were a normal day but i'm really extremely crabby right now. AND i'm pissed at the fact that someone i know not naming names but someone really ugly, fat, loud, and annoying worked there awhile ago...whatever i guess that victoria secret likes really really ugly and fat people working there cuz thats what all their employees are.

wowwwwwww

2005-11-07T03:07:30Z

so this weekend was one of my funnest weekends in such a long time. friday night was kiyomi's bday party and it was tons o fun. i got super trashed and hungout with random cool people like brenda, nicole, matt, jon, brian, and salo..hahaha. we made jello shots that kay happend to triple the dosage of vodka in them cuz she just poured the whole bottle of vodka in the pot of gelatin and it was sooo fuckin strong. than i had several cups of beer and i was gone. i really haven't been that drunk in the longest time. i passed out on the table, i remember salo carrying me up the stairs and thats about it. apparently i made a hate call to dustin and told his voice mail random things that weren't true, so he called back when i was passed out and told Tin to write on me, "dustin says: you love balls" and i woke up the next morning with that written on my ass....oh gosh. than the next morning i was super hungover and tired. we went to LA where we hungout with lauren. it was soo much fun. her dad stayed at the chataue marmont. right when me, chris, and jessca get there we run into the guy from maroon five walking his dog and we like freaked out. so we tell lauren and marc and go back to where we saw him and he talks to us about his dog. for dinner we ended up eaeting at koi. that place is my new favorite place, everything was great..the food, the kobe beef, and the ambiance. rick fox was the celebrity of the night there. than we went to urth cafe and back to the hotel. we hotboxed the closet while we waited for kiyomi, tin, and kay to come. they didn't come til around 11 and i was getting pretty sleepy from all the walking and eating. we didn't leave our room til around 1:30 and by that time everything was closed. we walked around more where we went to this shady hot dog stand cuz kiyomi had to buy cigs. we went back to the hotel drank and smoked more and lauren ordered like a shit load of food, and room service people lauged at us cuz they knew everyone was high. haha tin and kiyomi especially cuz they were wearing their sunglasses, ha and tin looked like a kabahlist. we ended up sleeping around 430. the next morning we woke up around 10 and went to brunch at the chataue where we had really good food that took forever to get. we saw the dad from clueless, some girl from niptuck, some guy from bend it like beckham, and christian slater. it was pretty cool. now i'm home and really tired and need to catch up on much needed sleep. GOOD NIGHT

mediocreness

2005-10-30T22:17:58Z

so my weekend was alright. i had fun and all this weekend cuz i hungout wtih my best for three whole days wooohooo. friday night we didn't wanna go to the shady parties so we just ended up at marcs. me and marc had dinner at full moon and it was supurb. people didn't comeover til 1030ish so we had to kill time. we didn't even buy beer this weekend all we had was hard liquor and it was disgusting and i wanted to throw up at my first shot. when everyone was over we ended up watching one night in paris and its special features. paris' part was very mediocre but the special features were a little too much for me to handle. after jeff, marco, and jessca left, tommy,alex,taylor, and this drunken man brian came over. we s.o.'ed with them and they drank their sick bottle of vodka. ew and me and marc took a break from them for awhile and ate our tollhouse cookie bar that we did not want to share with tommy. we came back and it was already 2ish so we were getting kinda tired from all the bud and all the porn we've been watching. me and marc woke up with steve sleeping on the floor and bridget and machado gone.yesterday me, marc, jessca, and marco went to the swap meet and sat in our dream cars and pressed buttons,bought "good lemonade" and greasy white trash corndogs(well i did), and ate some good free samples. after the swap meet we went to maru sushi for some more sushi. me and marc came home and drove juders widowmaker, the corvette, around while everyone stared at us be cheesey with the top down driving 70mph on pch. we were so lame. we got back and we got back and watched tv and got ready. we didn't end up leaving marcs til midnight almost. we arrived at bridgets and marco, jessica, and jeff left like 10 minutes after they got there cuz marco had to be home by 1, jeff was tired and in a bad mood, and jessca she could've stayed but for some reason left, which kinda got us a little upset. so we were abandoned at bridgets house with no one to take us home, so we went to chad. he was drunk off his ass and i was kinda upset with him because he was being a little too much with me and was being a little douche. but he eventually gave in. his austrian was creepy and was herassing me and kay. he freaked me out but i guess its cuz he's foreign. oh and on the way home TIN!!! oh no that p...what the hell is wrong with her. she makes marc want to cry. me, marc, kiy, and kay ended up back at marcs and just hungout and we went to bed at like 3.

i am such a loser for doing this

2005-10-27T04:24:16Z

yayyy for halloween

2005-10-26T00:39:03Z

im really bored right now and listening to country music. I'm still sad about Chad and Ryan. But i know for sure this weekend is going to cheer me up sooooo much. and of course next weekend!!! YAY countdown til Chris' arrival ummm 10 or 9 days left til he gets shit faced and stoned with me!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so yeah i'll write if something interesting happens

boo i'm sad and its almost halloween

2005-10-24T04:39:37Z

soo...im sad about two people. two people i cared about so much that i barely met. i know i shouldn't be all emotional about something that wasn't suppose to matter that much but it does. i know i have more feelings about it than they though. but thats me. i lost one because he's kinda a selfish bastard and i put myself in that situation where i would defend him, and do much for him and get nothing back, just the enjoyment of talking to him. god i'm so pathetic. than the other guy is like my twin and my soul mate. i love him to death and would do anything for him even though we only hungout like twice. these new friends that i've been hangingout with our like my big brothers that are just full on typical football player jerks, that i love, but they can be total assholes. they helped fuck up what i had with the both of them and it sucks. and now i'm really sad cuz i don't talk to them anymore :(

crazy killer

2005-10-17T06:29:28Z

yeah so i totally broke it off with a person who i thought was a brother to me...i seriously put my friends through that shit and gave him so many chances and he just lets me down.

******: good so dont fucking even look at me the wrong way jen cause i seriously will call you out
******: oh youll see me around alright
******: with your faggot ass boyfriend

hahaha what a crazy killer

slut

2005-10-16T19:13:58Z

sooo this weekend was pretty interesting. friday marc had people over agian and it was pretty fun. tin, lauren, and lindsey came down/up for the night. haha on my drive home from crown town..i made lindsey get her nose pierced and it was really cute, except her parents are going to kill me but they love me. We came back to my place and took like a five second nap and went to koji's for some sushi. we got to marcs later on. yay reyna was there for once hanging out with all of us. i was really excited. i haven't seen her the same amount of time i haven't seen tin...which is sad cuz tin lives all the way in sd and i drive by reyns house everday to go to school. anyway we all got really fucked up..ive missed lindsey she is too funny. her blonde hair, inland, ie, wrestling, and her socking me in the face. aww have i missed my other best. ummm yeah and jeff was out of control drunk that night, he drank 7 sparks or so and like 10 shots, he broke marcs trash can and stained his sevens with a permanent marker, i love that kid as well. i woke up the next morning with bruises all over my back and i had to drive all the way to corona to bring lindseys ass home and i was swirving cuz i was still a little drunk and it was a scary ass ride. Last night was ummm interesting and sucky at the same time. me, ian, derrek, and jeff played our version of beer pong. i didn't get that fucked up cuz jeff sucked at playing but fuckin ian did. OH MY GOD...i never knew i can get sooooo pissed off at someone as much as i did last night. i thought i can handle his obnoxiousness and annoyingness but he pushed me over the edge. i kinda really hate him. he was soooo fuckin annoying. and the guys in general were being dicks, not to me but to a person i care about. Machado along wiht a little bit of derreks help ummm kinda let everyone know my personal life by reading my text messages to everyone in the room. i'm not that mad, i'm just disapointed with them that they would do that to me. whatever shit happens. i'm done